Feeling blue

I am at home on a Thursday with my sweet baby girl, and instead of being happy and excited to be home, I am sitting here feel so depressed it's actually making me feel bad for myself. How pathetic. I did throw a load of laundry in the wash, but I haven't gone back downstairs to put it in the dryer. Mostly because I am feeling lazy and don't want to have to fold the stuff that is in the dryer.

Gail called at 11-ish, and basically after talking for half and hour we concluded that the ball is in the buyers court at this point, not ours. I am willing to let this jerk buy my house for the $119K, but I'll be damned if he gets the washer/dryer. Actually, I will probably let him still have them if it's the deal breaker. How freaking awful of a situation. I wish I could cry, but I'm too mad over the situation to do so.

So now I'm just waiting to hear what the buyer wants to do. Is he still interested in the house? Do we even have the chance to move at this point? Or build our dream house in Brunswick? All the questions and absolutely no answers. How awful.

The worst of it, is that I still have to meet Jessica and Gail at the design center. This is really miserable. I just wish I knew if it was even worth it. That would be just my luck - i'd get all excited about designing my new house and then I'd have to give up that dream. This is making me feel just awful :(