I am so sick of living under my in-laws roof. I used to love their house, and at one point considered going to their place on Sundays to be enjoyable. Now I just feel like pulling my hair out 24/7 and screaming. Not having my stuff and my life and my happiness is really eating at me today, and I'm actually not too sure why. Nothing significant or unusual with the family happened today, it was just a bad day all around which made for emotions to run high.
Work was absolutely awful, as I launched a project which always makes for a hectic day. In addition I had to get a metrics report done for some higher-ups as well as some web site changes. To make matters worse I was still having serious wireless internet issues that I finally got resolved after being on the phone with the help desk for two hours. Yes, it was that awesome of a day.
Somehow after having that kind of a day 'at' work I wasn't in a very pleasant mood. I showered afterwards thinking that would help melt some stress away, but no such luck. I did however get lucky and was able to sneak in a nap in while the baby napped. I don't even know what I would have done without that!
I won't get into the details of all the family drama, but bottom line is that i'm tired of living here. If I could move into my new house now with no a/c or carpet, I probably would. I love my in-laws dearly, and in some ways will actually miss living with my sister in law, but to actually live under someone elses roof is just not for me these days.
Having my own house is something I pride myself on. I felt the pride in my apartment and my house - it was just my own space where I could do what I wanted, how I wanted, and when I wanted to. I haven't a clue how kids who go to college come back and live with their 'rents again, although I am aware that is a totally different circumstance than a forty year old still living at home.
Anyway, I have been extremely bad about writing a countdown post, but I will compensate for it tomorrow. I just wasn't in the mood to write anything pleasant tonight, which you may have been able to tell!
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